Days 5-7

    Well fuck, I havent done very well these past few days, probably 1300-1700 each day, including today. Endless soup and salad at dennys is my downfall I swear.

     I'll check my weight tomorrow, can't bare to today :( had a good weekend with my sweet baby though :) we got the catan card game and played all night. Haha makes me feel like such a nerd to do things like that but it's just so fun.

    I wish the rain would stop so I could go outside and exercise, I'm just using a calorie defect for losing weight right now, can't do that for too long or I'll look bad at my ultimate goal weight of 99 pounds. Should be fine to do it to my first goal weight of 120 though, maybe to 115.

    Gotta study for my GED now, gotta take it in the up up coming month and gotta pass it, only because I don't have the time or money to retest in any subject.

Goodbye and have a good day whomever is taking the time to read my blog :)

Day 4

    Still 121.5 but I'm not too beat up about it. Im honestly suprised I didnt gain. Haha that'll probably change this weekend anyways because I'll be spending it with my boyfriend. Sweet guy but I with he didn't make me eat so much. Gunna drink nothing but water until I see him later today.

     He tells me about how he wouldnt like it if i became underweight but he seems to love the fact my breasts have gotten smaller. Didn't know he was into that till recently,  but it gives me insentive to lose more and see the way his eyes light up when I take off my shirt. On that note I need to ho shopping for bras. I cant wait to be an A cup.

Goodbye my friends, I'll post again when the weekend is up :)

Thinspo page one

As promised, a page of thinspo :)
None of these images are mine

Day 3

     It may be a very small accomplishment but my thigh gap is back. Its so so so so tiny though. Oh well we all gotta start somewhere. cant wait to have it be more defined. Maybe it'll happen when im down to 115. Oh god i cant wait for 115.

     One thing I've noticed is that water is pretty much a miracle. I've taken up drinking so much of it lately and it keeps me very full. And this morning I noticed how great it's been on my skin. And it makes 'going' regularly alot easier even when I only eat one or 2 actual pieces of food a day. Haha gross but wonderful too :p

     I've decided to make my weight loss goals more specific in nature. So I'll be weighing myself on Monday and setting a goal to reach by Friday. I hope it'll help me to have goals and not just a starve yourself till you get there plan :)

Have a good day my beautifuls, oh and a bit of thinspo as promised. I'll have a page of it out soon.

Day 2 part 2

    My total today is 675 calories. My best day yet and im at my lowest weight yet. All and all a good day.

    My appetite has gone down significantly aswell as my cravings for food. Maybe its all the coffee I drink thats doing this but whatever it is I love it :)

    I'm working on a big page of thinspo and a page of quotes. It should be done within the week so please stay tuned.

Think thin my friends, and have a good day :)

day 2 part 1

121.5!!!!

     It must have been the water weight coming off from it being my time of the month the passed few days(Sorry guys, make sure to tell me if that's too personal!) But I'm at my lowest weight ever, or at least since i was like 12 :p I wish i could celebrate and be happy about it but I dont think I can until im underweight, not too far off only 1.5 pounds to go. Weird I can still look so bad so close to being underweight. Oh well I'll get there soon enough :)

     Now for the pumpkin spice latte I make at home, I figured out the way I make it has 85 calories mostly from the milk, i really gotta get almond milk again it was soooo low on calories. But anyhow it go's like this: 

1/2 cup milk

1 table spoon pumpkin pie filling

1 teaspoon cinnamon

A splash of vanilla

Just stir, heat and pour over your coffee, kind of like it were creamer.

Alrighty you guys thanks for reading :)

Day 1

Day 1:

Not too bad today, not to bad. I ate 898 Calories, so a bit under my 1000 calorie limit i gave myself today. I'm trying to slowly decrease my calorie intake to anywhere from 500 to 700. I'll get there,it's not to hard eating 1000 everyday :)

Couldn't exercise today because of this terrible Washington weather. Uhg, it's so depressing. I can't stand the weather when it's fall or winter here, it makes me so sad and it means I can't ride my bike to my boyfriends. He's the only thing that can make new feel better when the weather is being like this.

Found a great way to make a pumpkin latte at home so I won't spend a fortune and I think one of those will defiantly cheer me up with this bad weather. So not diet friendly but I love drinking my calories instead of eating them, it keeps many tummy so so flat.

intro

  I've never been a big girl, never overweight, never been mocked by my peers because of my weight but never been the skinny girl everyone comments on and picks up and gives piggy back rides to.

  My reasons are selfish and vain but this is my life and no one else's. So I'm going to get to 110 if it kills me.

  My current stats are:
          124lbs
          5 foot 6inches
          Bmi of 20.0
  My current goals are:
          Gw1:120lbs
          Gw2:115lbs
          Gw3:110lbs
          Pipe dream: 99lbs

My legs are the only thing I feel comfortable sharing at the moment.

                        Love katie, over and out